Sorry everyone, I know it has been a few days. I have been helping my family in planning my grandfathers memorial service. I think it is going to be really wonderful though sad. It will be tomorrow morning at 10am. We did these wonderful picture boards that encompass my grandfathers life in about 30 pictures and then one really big picture of just his face and he is laughing. Just like him. I think he would be really pleased.
I am doing really good I think. Under the circumstances of course. I got this beautiful pedistal planter and filled it with pansies for my grandpa. It will be up front for the funeral tomorrow. I think that tomorrow it is really going to hit me. I know in my head he is dead but I keep wanting to call him and say, ‘Papa it’s so cool how everyone is together for you. Look how much you are loved. Isn’t it amazing? ‘ and I can’t. My heart aches now but it will be those moments like the one I had Saturday that get me. I went out to my shed to find a gravey boat and there is this gigantic light up wire snowman my grandfather gave me in June. He said he knew we were just starting out with Christmas decorations and thought I would like to have it. He told me and I quote…..’ I don’t think I will be decorating for another Christmas.’ Needless to say I burst into tears. But overall I think I will be okay. I’m just grieving.
Thank you all so much for the support and I promise in a few days I will catch up. In the meantime I bought a digital camera and tried out the photoshop on my dogs so here are two new pics. I will probably post after the funeral tomorrow but we’ll see………. God give me strength. Talk to you all later. Thank you again.
My boys being really cute!
Really weird photoshop effect but I kind of like it except for the creepy eyes!