I have just had a really weird day. I cleaned all day and then the Hobbs’ took me out to dinner for my birthday. But I spent all day in a panic. And your not going to believe why!
I spent my day freaking out that I was going to go blind!!
I was looking around my house and I realized that I love my house. I love my colors I love the way my furniture is laid out, everything about it makes me happy and content. I love to decorate to change things around for the seasons. Or sometimes just to sit and look around and think this is my place.
Well today I was looking around and I realized that if I was blind it would not matter what color my house was painted just what it smelled like, or how the funiture was arranged as long as I knew where everything was, or whether I had table arrangements cause I would probably just break things. And then I started to panic.
I started to think how easily a person could be blinded. The eye is such a delicate thing. Or there is my pseudo tumor cerebri. It could blind me by the time I am in my 30’s without treatment. And no matter how much you are told your whole life that people live very full lives without sight, I could not help thinking could I ever be whole again?
Tell me isn’t that the weirdest thing to spend a day being paranoid about?